Questions Of Science...Science And Progress Do Not Speak As Loud As My Heart

The rush was unbelievable.  Drugs are not even that good.
I was dizzy, unfounded, ungrounded, tipped and lost in what
was the sweetest taste of salty oblivion.  The Further I
slipped into the abyss the more the emotions began to escape me.
First they were tiny lightning bolts then they were impossible to
ignore and body jolting.
Wait.  Stop.  Cry.  Feel.  Love.  Fear.  Paranoia.  Rush.
WOW.
I am a changed woman.  My heart is talking louder than my head for
the first time in my life, or is it my head?  Something is bracing me.
Something is making sure I do not leap into the unknown without a safety net.
Who am I and what did I do with myself?
WOW.
Don't take my hand into a room without an unmarked door.
I want to know what's inside. I am too old for surprises.
I don't want to take the chance between door two or door
three.  Tell me your secrets and ask me your questions, lets go back to the start.
Running in circles, Coming up in tails...heads on a science apart.