Life Isn't That Simple. It Has Nothing To Do With Either Fear Or Love.

Hate or Love? Fear or Love? If life isn't that simple, then what is driving all of us? Why did he look at me that way? Why did she say that? Why didn't he come back? Why did they just leave like that? Why are people becoming murderers more frequently? Most of the time there is something else in those words. They are not just straight words anymore. There is always an underlying meaning. Desire? No. Desire is dead. Passion? I am beginning to wonder if it ever really existed. Obsession? Possibly, but not the kind I am thinking of. We are by-products of a lifestyle obsession. Murder, crime, poverty, these things don't concern me. What concerns me are celebrity magazines, television with 500 channels, some guy's name on my underwear. Rogaine, Viagra, Olestra. Love? Can we obtain it? Do we need it? Does any one have it? Can we show it? Where is it? Is love on a retreat? War? We have no Great War. No Great Depression. Our Great War's a spiritual war... our Great Depression is our lives. We've all been raised on television to believe that one day we'd all be millionaires, and movie gods, and rock stars. But we won't. And we're slowly learning that fact. And some of us are very, very pissed off. Fear? We have nothing to fear but fear itself. It is all a mind game. What you own will end up owning you. You can talk until you are blue in the face but essentially you are just blowing air. Show me something I don't know. Do something. Prove something. Give something. Start something. Don't be a repetitious bastard. Don't beat a dead horse. Don't follow in someone else's footsteps, make your own. I am so tired of people telling me shit I already know. I am so tired of people telling me I cannot do something or telling me they are scared to do something. I am so tired of sad people. I am so tired of depressing people. I am so tired of liars. Say what you feel. Don't do a dance around a bush because I ain't got time for that shit. I have a lot to do and dancing around bushes ain't one of them. If you think I won't like it, tough shit for me, I will get over it...I always do. Same thing goes for everyone else you know. If you feel something, get it out. Do not let it come out in something else, that is just cowardly. Oh ya...Live...LOVE and Laugh gawd damn it...laugh your ass off.