I usually do not respond like this. It has never been this controlled and healthy for me before. The excited and happy is there but the sanity is as well. I am giddy and I can see straight. I am dizzy and I am focused. I want but I can wait. I desire VERY much but I know there will be a time. I desire VERY much but I am not afraid to say there is a time. I want to let go and give it all but I am not afraid to pull it all in because I know it is OK. This is healthy. This is what the doctor ordered. And the best part is I am not scared that even though this is perfect, it may not be "it"...I am OK with that. Because it just feels "that" good that I can trust to evolve and let the chips fall where they may.
EGO-MANIACAL
EGO-MANIACAL
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