Saturday, September 11, 2010

Heart And Soul, Not The Tune You Play On The Piano

There are three things in this world that can change your soul...birth, death and the immense presence of another soul. If there was a word that could capture what someone's soul can do to your soul at specific times in your life, when this word was spoken it would shatter windows, break bones and crumble buildings to the ground.
You never know when these souls are going to pass your through your existence but when they do, it shakes you to your very core. The first few times this happens it takes you for this ride in which you have absolutely no control. Your arms and legs are tied down for this roller coaster ride but your heart, well...don't expect it to stay at any one place for longer than 2 seconds. Then the soul joins your spirit and heart together for the greatest high your completeness will ever experience. This ride will last as long as the other soul exchanges enough energy with to allow for the flow of cognitive release.
After your soul has experienced being changed by another soul more than a few times, the next time it happens, you learn to live in the moment and let the high span out into a everlasting moment of wonder. You get to see yourself and the other soul for the reality of the moment. You can enjoy the realness of what it all means even when you know what the end will be. Your soul is going to be enriched and you know exactly how and exactly why. Life and it's purposes are clear and you have no questions about what you are supposed to do.
As a human being you may be lucky enough to experience a few moments in your life that are as intense as the ones that reach inside your soul and stir it up to the point that you may feel the room spin. These are the moments I live for.
I thought I would be nervous. I had been waiting for a long time for this moment. I had been thinking about it. When it came upon me I became surprisingly at ease. Everything about this night was surprising. I was thinking about this on the way there. Who am I? I am doing things differently...my emotions are not what they used to be. When my vision locked in on what I thought would send me into ridiculous convulsions of nervousness, I became suddenly calm, happy and warm.
Looking into someones eyes is a VERY big thing for me. This is not something I take lightly. If I am looking into your eyes, you can know that I am showing you respect. I will NOT look you in the eyes if I do not respect you or if I do not want to know you or you to know me.
His face, eyes, smile and presence were overcoming. When you know something, you just know. Some people have it and most don't.
An AMAZING piece of life.

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