Monday, June 22, 2009

Beyond My Control

Everything seems to be beyond my control right now. I have unanswered questions that are hanging life as I know it in the balance. I want to scream. I want to break. I want to crawl in a whole and bury myself. I am desperate and I do NOT like feeling this way. I need the calm sea. I need routine. I need stability. My ground is shaking. The little earthquakes have become HUGE earthquakes and I have not safety. I have to go face an ugly truth now...I have to do my best to not cry as I heard they are tired of my diamonds. Why am I here?

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