I watched words fall out of your face, so numb to the impact you made.

Tell me how does it feel, to know that your lies won't save you now?

Can you give me my breath back?

You On The PA With Your P.A.

Revolution Comes

A true revolution comes from within. That part of you that has seen and heard enough.


The pain burns through your resilience and you make your move.

The repetitiveness of each day creates a new vision for growth.
Warriors are born.


~Watts Juniper

Put The Man On Trial

Let the world know the TRUTH

Guns For Hands

I'm trying, I'm trying to sleep,

I'm trying, I'm trying to sleep,

But I can't, but I can't when you all have,

Guns for hands, yeah

Tangerine Orangoutangs

Now is the climax to the story

That gives the demons and angels purpose

They fly around while we are walking

And mold our emotions just to please them

I am cold, can you hear?

I will fly with no hope, no fear

And the ground taunts my wings

Plummet as I sing, plummet as I sing

All we are is an isle of flightless birds

We find our worth in giving birth and stuff

We're lining our homes against winding roads

And we think the going is tough

We pick songs to sing, remind us of things that nobody cares about

And honestly we're probably more suicidal than ever now

If you decide to live by, what you think's wrong and what's right

Believe me you'll begin to wish you were sleeping

Your weeping will creep in your head and you'll cry

But if we wake up every morning and decide what we believe

We can take apart our very heart and the light will set us free

I am cold, can you hear?

I will fly with no hope, no fear

And the ground taunts my wings

Plummet as I sing, plummet as I...

I am cold, can you hear?

I will fly with no hope, no fear

And the ground taunts my wings

Plummet as I sing, plummet as I sing

How frustrating and so degrading

His time, we're wasting

As time will fly by and the sky will cry as light is fading

And he is waiting, oh so patiently

While we repeat the same routine as we will please comfortability

Please don't think about why you can't sleep in the evening

And please don't be afraid of what your soul is really thinking

Your soul knows good and evil, your soul knows both sides

And it's time you pick your battle, and I promise you this is mine

(I promise you)

Avenue U

Lying Is Not The Most Fun A Girl Can Have

I'm never going to lie. The TRUTH is too beautiful.
~Watts Juniper

A Powerful Tool

All Your Lies

Don't you tell me all them lies

We both know

Don't you tell me how time flies

It's so slow

All the love in the world

We both show

But when it comes to something real

We both choke

So tell me how does it feel, to know

That your lies (your lies)

Won't save you now?

To know, your lies

Your lies, your lies

Won't save you now

Sorry, sorry

We're watching things unravel slowly

You're just trying to get away from yourself

It's obvious you're speaking in languages I can't read

You just hide and confide in someone else

Oh oh

Don't you tell me all them lies

We both know

Don't you tell me how time flies

It's so slow

All the love in the world

We both show

But when it comes to something real

We both choke

So tell me how does it feel, to know

That your lies (your lies)

Won't save you now?

To know, that your lies

Your lies, your lies

Won't save you now

We're watching things unravel slowly

You're just trying to get away from yourself

It's obvious you're speaking in languages I can't read

You just hide and confide in someone else

Oh oh

Your lies, your lies, your lies

Your lies

For Idiots

Winning

Hey, I Am The Truth

Hey, I am the truth

Hey, I am the wisdom of the fallen - I'm the youth

Hey, I am the greatest

Hey, this is the proof

Time Gains Momentum

Nobody thinks what I think,

Nobody dreams when they blink

Think things on the brink of blasphemy

I'm my own shrink

Think things are after me, my catastrophe

At my kitchen sink,

You don't know what that means

Because a kitchen sink to you

Is not a kitchen sink to me, OK friend?

Are you searching for purpose?

Then write something, yeah it might be worthless

Then paint something then, it might be wordless

Pointless curses, nonsense verses

You'll see purpose start to surface

No one else is dealing with your demons

Meaning maybe defeating them

Could be the beginning of your meaning, friend.

Nobody thinks what you think, no one

Empathy might be on the brink of extinction

They will play a game and say

They know what you're going through

And I tried to come up with an artistic way to say

They don't know you, and neither do I

So here's a prime example of a stand up guy

Who hates what he believes and loves it at the same time

Here's my brother and his head's screwed up

But that's alright.

Time gains momentum the moment when I'm living in 'em

I'm winning a momentary sinning a moment passing after

A re-beginning moments mending memories

Pretending enemies are frenemies, sending me straight to bending me

My bad behaviour but I bet I could have been a better man

Copy and paste caught me, and copy, better rhymes bother me

The better the rhythm the badder I am but I bet I'll battle with 'em battle

Better I am, gambling man, better bet I am a gambling man, I am?

Insufferable Bastards

This is gospel for the fallen ones

Locked away in permanent slumber

Assembling their philosophies

From pieces of broken memories

Their gnashing teeth and criminal tongues conspire against the odds

But they haven’t seen the best of us yet

If you love me let me go

If you love me let me go

‘Cause these words are knives and often leave scars

The fear of falling apart

And truth be told, I never was yours

The fear, the fear of falling apart

This is gospel for the vagabonds,

Ne'er-do-wells and insufferable bastards

Confessing their apostasies

Led away by imperfect impostors

Don’t try to sleep through the end of the world

And bury me alive

'Cause I won’t give up without a fight

If you love me let me go

If you love me let me go

‘Cause these words are knives and often leave scars

The fear of falling apart

Truth be told, I never was yours

The fear, the fear of falling apart

The fear of falling apart

TRUTH

Can You Give Me My Breath Back?

You always say I need to get as far away as I can

While I've got time to play with and any risk, I'll take it

Or fade away in this suburban wasteland and watch all your plans sink right under your feet

Sink right under your feet

I can see that

We may be running out of time

in slow motion

Cause I can feel that the sense has left your mind

In slow motion

Why did you go? I can't watch

So quiet and peaceful where did I go wrong

Say you can stay ... I can't look away

You won't see me die here

You won't see me die here

I can see that

We may be running out of time

In slow motion

Cause I can feel that the sense has left your mind

In slow motion

Do you hear me now?

Screaming at the top of my lungs all night

Do you hear me now?

Screaming at the top of my lungs all night

Ask me why?

Go ahead and act like you 

don't know why

Ask me why?

I'll scream it... you blow me away

You blow me away

Can you give me my breath back?

Truth Is That It Was Always Going To End

If you wanna start a fight

You better throw the first punch

Make it a good one

And if ya wanna make it through the night

You better say my name like

The good, the bad, and the dirty.

I know what it's like to have to trade

The ones that you love for the ones you hate

Don't think I've ever used a day of my education

There's only two ways that these things can go

Good or bad and how was I to know

That all your friends won't hold any grudges

I got the final judgment...

If you wanna start a fight

You better throw the first punch

Make it a good one

And if ya wanna make it through the night

You better say my name like

The good, the bad, and the dirty

Alien Plant

Some people stay far away from the door

If there's a chance of it opening up

They hear a voice in the hall outside

And hope that it just passes by

Some people live with the fear of a touch

And the anger of having been a fool

They will not listen to anyone

So nobody tells them a lie

I know you're only protecting yourself

I know you're thinking of somebody else

Someone who hurt you

But I'm not above

Making up for the love

You've been denying you could ever feel

I'm not above doing anything

To restore your faith if I can

Some people see through the eyes of the old

Before they ever get a look at the young

I'm only willing to hear you cry

Because I am an innocent man

Oh yes I am

Some people say they will never believe

Another promise they hear in the dark

Because they only remember too well

They heard somebody tell them before

Some people sleep all alone every night

Instead of taking a lover to bed

Some people find that's it's easier to hate

Than to wait anymore

I know you don't want to hear what I say

I know you're gonna keep turning away

But I've been there and if I can survive

I can keep you alive

I'm not above going through it again

I'm not above being cool for a while

If you're cruel to me I'll understand

Some people run from a possible fight

Some people figure they can never win

And although this is a fight I can lose

The accused is an innocent man

Oh yes I am

An innocent man

You know you only hurt yourself out of spite

I guess you'd rather be a martyr tonight

That's your decision

But I'm not below

Anybody I know

If there's a chance of resurrecting a love

I'm not above going back to the start

To find out where the heartache began

Some people hope for a miracle cure

Some people just accept the world as it is

But I'm not willing to lay down and die

Because I am an innocent man

I am an innocent man

Oh yes I am

An innocent man

AYFY movie excerpt #73 - WJP 2016

When someone hurts you really horribly, your first reaction is shock.  Your first reaction is shock because even though we KNOW bad thing happen, we don't want to believe the people we love and trust will be the people that hurt us the worst.

When someone hurts you over and over without remorse...it becomes a decision you have to make.  Especially when you still love that person because it comes natural to you to love them.  Being hurt is not something you want for yourself.

When you don't want be hurt anymore and all of this pain is encompassed with your child...at some point you are forced to decide whether or not this will be your life.

You want to believe in the betterment of life...

You want to believe in it's goodness...

Yet every time you knock on it's door, no one answers.

So the only thing you can do is fight a fight which will be bloody.

Fighting isn't in your nature.

But "sometimes you have to fight to be free".

(excerpt A YEAR FROM YESTERDAY)

copyright WATTS JUNIPER PRODUCTIONS 2016

All Rights Reserved

Moon Over Bourbon Street

They say the passage of time will heal all wounds, but the greater the loss...the deeper the cut; and the more difficult the process to become whole again.

The pain may fade, but scars serve as a reminder of our suffering; and make the bearer all the more resolved never to be wounded again.

So as time moves along, we get lost in distractions, act out in frustration, react with aggression, give in to anger; and all the while we plot and plan as we wait to grow stronger.

Before we know it, the time passes.  We are healed.  Ready to begin anew.

All change begins with a plan, the success of which depends upon several things...depth of commitment, passion for one's cause, willingness to embrace a new path, determination to overcome any obstacle and in some cases even making unnatural alliances.

Why Do You Keep Using That Word? I Do Not Think It Means What You Think It Means.

Rabbit? Where'd You Put The Keys, Girl?

And the man with the golden gun thinks he knows so much...thinks he knows so much... yeah

Finders Keepers, Losers Weepers

AND IF YOU DON’T KNOW, NOW YOU KNOW…

Welcome to the end of eras

Ice has melted back to life

Done my time and served my sentence

Dress me up and watch me die

If it feels good, tastes good

It must be mine

Dynasty decapitated

You just might see a ghost tonight

And if you don't know, now you know

I'm taking back the crown

I'm all dressed up and naked

I see what's mine and take it

Finders keepers, losers weepers

Oh, yeah

The crown...

So close I can taste it

I see what's mine and take it

Finders keepers, losers weepers

Oh, yeah

Sycophants on velvet sofas

Lavish mansions, vintage wine

I am so much more than royal

Snatch your chain and mace your eyes

If it feels good, tastes good

It must be mine

Heroes always get remembered

But you know legends never die

And if you don't know, now you know

I'm taking back the crown

I'm all dressed up and naked

I see what's mine and take it

Finders keepers, losers weepers

Oh, yeah

The crown

So close I can taste it

I see what's mine and take it

Finders keepers, losers weepers

Oh, yeah

Mortal kings are ruling castles

Welcome to my world of fun

Liars settle into sockets

Flip the switch and watch them run

Oh, yeah, oh

Finders keepers, losers weepers

I'm taking back, back, taking back, back

The crown

I'm all dressed up and naked

I see what's mine and take it

Finders keepers, losers weepers

Oh, yeah

The crown

So close I can taste it

I see what's mine and take it

Finders keepers, losers weepers

Oh, yeah

Finders keepers, losers weepers

Finders keepers, losers weepers

The Deadliest Mass Shooting In The United States

This is by far the most priceless part:

* The gunman, Omar Mateen, 29, of Fort Pierce, Florida, was interviewed by the FBI in 2013 and 2014 but was not found to be a threat, the FBI said.

Therefore, the police, FBI, DCFS, DA, and other judaical authorities are not capable of doing their jobs correctly.

And he is a MURDERER.

Enough said.

No Ties To The Community

I'm Fairly Local

The Bigger Gun

I Am A Writer

I am a writer.

We talk about the TRUTH.  Unfortunately, writers are shaped by the happenings of life.  Only other writers understand how we are made.

When another human rips life, love & liberty from your hands, the only thing you can do as a soul is FIGHT with the elements you have and live by.  These are TRUTH, LOVE and HONESTY.  

When you fight the Devil, the fight becomes different from when you are standing and speaking to a man who holds no morals or character.

When a human has attempted to raped you of your character with lies by using elements which are not TRUE, it means you have to turn to a fight which is not won by simple values.

It is sad.

Children are not meant to be props of war.

Those who combat with children in the middle will pay in hell.

Men can be evil.  I now see.  I did not want to believe in it...but now I see.

If a man can do that to someone, the ability to what they can do to someone is endless.

You Want Me To What?

Seriously??

???????????????????

You!  Ha Ha...You are funny!  Wow, you had me going for a second.  That is pure comedy.  Good stuff.

My face...to your absolute transparency.   Wow.

Karma Police

This is what you'll get

This is what you'll get

This is what you'll get

When you mess with us

This is what you'll get

This is what you'll get

This is what you'll get

When you fuck with us

Abuser's Getting Custody

I think I just found somebody's playbook...

http://abusersgettingcustody.blogspot.com/

This is How Fathers are Winning Custody

How Fathers Can Win Child Custody

Introduction

So you have a child with a soon-to-be ex-girlfriend or ex-wife, and you are wondering what is going to happen to your children. The first thing you need to be aware of is this: The laws and family court system are not set up fairly towards fathers. The laws are set up to award custody to the parent who has had the most involvement so far raising the child, which means the parent who has worked the least – this is virtually always the mother. This usually guarantees that the mother will receive custody of the child, and since child support is mandatory, that you will be paying several hundred dollars in child support to her each month. Now does this make sense?

Hell no! Why should the parent who has had the most involvement in raising the child get custody of the child? But even more importantly, why should the other parent have to pay to support that child after splitting with its mother? (As the author says later, “A fairer system would be to eliminate child support and have the parent who is fortunate enough to be awarded custody have full responsibility for providing for the children when they are with that parent.” And if we had that fairer system, you could let your bitch of an ex have custody of the damned rugrats. But since we have our current unfair system, your only recourse is to get custody of the kids so that you can save some bucks. Um, and do what’s best for your precious offspring. Yeah, that’s the ticket! 

If you believe that you are the better parent, you need to read this guide and find out everything you need to know in order to have the best chance at obtaining full custody. If you choose not to get full custody of your child, not only are you in for a lifetime of emotional headaches but a lot of child support – which you will find does not all get spent on your child.

But what if you don’t believe you are the better parent? Well, fight for full custody anyway, because otherwise you’ll be paying child support, and it will go toward such things as paying the mortgage for the house your child lives in — a house that your ex will also get to live in. And that’s not fair!!!

The amount of child support you will end up paying as your child grows up is enough to buy a nice house. Let’s say you split up with your ex, and you have two children together, ages 1 and 4. The court orders you to pay $500/mth per child, based on your $45,000/year income, until the children turn 21 (some states end child support when the child turns 18, and others require it through age 21 and beyond). By the time your children are grown, you will have paid $444,000 in child support. The main cost of raising a child is childcare; outside of childcare (which ends around age 12), do you really believe that $1,000 is being spent on your two children each month?

The USDA has estimated the costs of raising a child. In a single-parent home, with a pre-taxed income of $39,1000 per year, it would be $518 a month for the one-year-old, and $558 a month for the four-year-old (it gets progressively more expensive as the kids get older). So yeah, I can really believe that $1000 a month is being spent on your two hypothetical children.

As the author notes, now that your ex is single, she’ll have to work full-time to support herself and the kids, and since she’ll make less money than you, “how does that qualify her as a better parent than you?” (Not counting the fact that all the time she’s already spent raising the kids may have contributed to her having a better relationship with them. However, if she gets custody of the children, the courts will make you pay child support. And ”the main reason why the system is set up this way?”

The government would rather have you subsidize her than pay for her going on welfare. And the feminists have convinced the lawmakers and judges in society that women shouldn’t have to work to support their children if they don’t feel like it.

So, since she now works full-time, making her no better as a parent than you are, why should the feminists force you to subsidize her, so that she doesn’t have to work to support her children? If the damn goverment would just let her go on welfare, then things would be just fine. But NOOOO! It insists that you support your kids.

But why pay child support when it’s so much cheaper to just get custody of the kids— so, let’s learn “The Rules of Winning Child Custody.”

1. Get an Aggressive Lawyer

When you consider how much money you have to lose in child support over the years until your child turns 18 or 21, and the amount of emotional stress you will go through all of those years if your ex wins custody, and the fact that the court system is stacked against fathers, do you really think it’s wise to handle your case without the assistance of an attorney?

Sure, lawyers are expensive, but think of all the money you’ll save by not having to pay child support.

I hear you ask, “Doesn’t it actually cost money to raise kids, so that if I do get custody, I’ll still have to pay for their upkeep?”

Heck no! You can send them out to work as chimney sweeps, and actually make money on the deal!

2. Use The Court System To Wear Down Your Ex

Whether you are representing yourself or have hired an attorney, keep in mind the more work you create for your ex, the more you will wear down her resolve to fight you and keep full custody of the kids. If your ex’s main reason for retaining full custody of your children is to collect free child support from you, it will vanish fast once all of the child support is going to pay her attorney to fight you in court.

And if, because of your aggressive use of the court system, she is forced to use all her child support funds to pay lawyers, will your kids suffer? Who cares. The important thing is preventing your ex from benefiting from your dough. (The best interests of the children never really come up in this piece, oddly enough.)

3. Keep The Playing Field Uneven

If your ex does not have an attorney, consider yourself fortunate – this gives you a huge advantage. The less she knows about the legal system, the better chance you have that she will do something in the eyes of the court that will hurt her chances of getting custody. If she asks for your opinion on whether she needs an attorney, try to convince her that she does not need one and emphasize the cost to her.

In fact, tell her that lawyers charge a billion dollars an hour, so you certainly aren’t going to use one. Say that you don’t want to make this process adversarial, and that you don’t see why the two of you can’t work out a joint custody arrangement that will make things as easy as possible for the kids. … And if your ex believes you, then you and your lawyer (the most blood-thirsty one in the state) can use it as evidence that she’s mentally incompetent.

4. Harass Your Ex, Both In Person AND Via The Court System

When you talk to your ex, such as when you are arranging to exchange the children for your visitation, be sure to bring up issues with her raising your children that bother you. The more you point out ways she needs to change her behavior in order to be a better parent and maintain custody, the more you will bother her. You know your ex – will she eventually give in if you continue to bring up issues that bother her and continue to take her to court?

You know your ex — you can cause her to have a mental breakdown if you keep harping on what a bad mother she is, and how the courts are going to take away her kids!

5. Cause Your Kids to Bond with People in YOUR Camp, so the Judge Will Think Twice About Taking Them Away From their New Loving Relationships

What you can do: Get remarried first, then file for custody. If you have relatives nearby, pay them to baby sit so they become a big part of your child’s life.

You can dump the new wife and the paid relatives once you have custody.

6. Make it Look Like Your Kids’ Lives Suck!

If you have not yet split up physically, try to remain in the house with the children and have your ex move out. If you have left the home, start building a case as to why the child is not doing well living at the house, attending the nearby school, etc. Do research on the school or daycare the child is attending to obtain evidence of why that particular facility is bad for your child. Information on schools can be found on the state department of education websites, and information on daycares is generally also available from the state, usually from the department responsible for welfare.

Start building a case about why the house the kid has always lived in, and the school he’s always attended, are bad for him, even though you evidentially thought they were just fine when you were with his mother.

7. Make Your Ex Look Crazy

Collect any records you have on the mental instability of your ex or her family, including medical records, and any police reports or convictions of their physical violence. Have a tape recorder handy to tape her if she has angry outbursts.

And how do you collect medical records on your ex and her family? Well, use your imagination on that one.

And try to provoke her, so you can tape her angry outburts — it will not only help your case, it’s also good, sadistic fun!

8. Make the Mother of your Children Appear to be a Shiftless, Drunken, Drug-Crazed Slut

If there is no substantial change in circumstances, you will need to provide the court with a composite of reasons why your ex is unfit. For example, a strong case might provide evidence that your ex abuses alcohol, drugs, sleeps around and goes from boyfriend to boyfriend who use drugs in front of the children, cannot maintain a stable residence, leaves the children excessively in daycare, which is a substandard daycare, smokes in the house and in the car although the children are asthmatic, cannot maintain a steady job, and frequently withholds visitation from you. 

This would be a “strong case,” hint, hint. Surely you’ve got reason to believe that your ex does most of the things on that list.

9. Take a Tip from Coppola’s The Conversation, and “Record All of Your Phone Conversations With Your Ex and Your Children”

Some states permit you to record phone conversations without the other party knowing. There is a list of all 50 states and their laws on recording phone calls located at http://www.rcfp.org/taping//. If you live in one of the states where it is legal, you should start automatically recording every conversation you have with your ex or your kids when they are at her house.

And, through selective editing, you can use these conversations to prove all kinds of stuff.

10. At Custody Evaluation Time, Get a HIRED-GUN Psychologist To Counter the Court’s Femi-Nazi Social Worker

When you file for a change of custody, the court will probably order a custody evaluation. These are assessments by a social worker that usually end up favoring the mother. The type of person that is attracted to this type of job are low income women with a chip on their shoulders; they are not going to be predisposed to making a determination that children should be with their fathers. [...] One way to combat these custody evaluations is to preempt them with a psychological evaluation of your own. Find a child psychologist who has a reputation for being favorable to fathers, and preferably also one on the court’s approved list of psychologists, if the court has one, and have him do a preliminary evaluation of your child.

Social workers are poor, man-hating lesbians – that’s the only reason they would think that a fine father like yourself shouldn’t have custody of your two adorable children, little, um, “Boy” and “Other Kid.”

11. Get Your Hired Psychologist to Ask Your Kids “Leading Questions” about How UNFIT their Mom Is.

You may want to give the psychologist leading questions to ask your child, such as whether your child would rather live with you, if mother abuses drugs, alcohol, or smoking in front of the child, if people close to the mother abuse or sexually touch the child, etc. – whatever bad things your child has indicated to you about living with your ex.

If your child has indicated that the worst thing about living with his mother is that she makes him do his homework, then have the shrink ask him if his mother is damaging his mental health by pushing him too hard. If he’s complained about how she withheld his allowance because he didn’t clean up his room, then suggest that the psychologist ask him if she is an obsessive control freak with a cleanliness obsession. And so on.

Anyway, those are just a few of tips on “How Fathers Can Win Custody.” And do your best to win custody, because otherwise you’ll have to pay child support, and that can really put a crimp in your lifestyle. Plus, your ex, whom you hate, will have control of that money. And that’s what winning custody is all about: spiting your ex.

Child Custody and Visitation Decisions in Domestic Violence Cases: Legal Trends, Risk Factors, and Safety Concerns (Revised 2007)

by Daniel G. Saunders, Ph.D. 

It may be hard to believe that an abusive partner can ever make good on his threat to gain custody of the children from his victim. After all, he has a history of violent behavior and she almost never does. Unfortunately, a surprising number of battered women lose custody of their children (e.g., Saccuzzo & Johnson, 2004). This document describes how this can happen through uninformed and biased courts, court staff, evaluators, and attorneys and how the very act of protecting ones’ children can lead to their loss. It also describes the major legal and social trends surrounding custody and visitation decisions and the social science evidence supporting the need to consider domestic violence in these decisions. It ends with some recommendations for custody and visitation in domestic violence cases. Full study here.