Butterflies And Hurricanes

Change everything you are

And everything you were

Your number has been called

Fights and battles have begun

Revenge will surely come

Your hard times are ahead

Best,

You've got to be the best

You've got to change the world

And use this chance to be heard

Your time is now

Change everything you are

And everything you were

Your number has been called

Fights and battles have begun

Revenge will surely come

Your hard times are ahead

Best,

You've got to be the best

You've got to change the world

And use this chance to be heard

Your time is now

Don't let yourself down

Don't let yourself go

Your last chance has arrived

Best,

You've got to be the best

You've got to change the world

And use this chance to be heard

Your time is now

Closer To The Edge

Some people just do not know the greatest joy or privilege in this world…FORGIVENESS.

No I am not saying I am sorry.  NO! NO! NO!

Can you imagine a time when the truth rang free?  This never ending story…  One day, maybe we will make it.

I will never forget.  I will never regret.  I will live my life.

When you know what is right… you have to fight.

It does not mean you fight with hate…it means you fight with LOVE.

Not everyone knows how to do this.

Touching the sun…it is a beautiful thing.

Learn to touch the sun and you may be able to touch the truth.

Learn to touch the possibility that not everyone is looking for an outcome of HATE…maybe someone is looking for a resolve of LOVE…even though there were mistakes made.

Because in the end…all that matters is LOVE.

Not money.  Not being right.  Not winning.  Just the love of who we care about…

And if we cannot see that…there is a serious problem.

In The Air Tonight

The truth is like the sun.  You can shut it for awhile, but it is not going to go away.

The justice system doesn't always reward those who tell the truth but those who have the power to create their own.

It is time, to make an unjust system…just.

Liars can run, but they cannot hide.

The time has come for all to know the truth…

10 Real Ways To Tell If A Guy Likes You

This past week I have been watching a lot of youtube videos and reading a lot of articles on the subject of "How to tell if a guy really likes you" or some rendition thereof.

They all seemed to say the same thing…I found none of them truly convincing yet "hopeful".

As a girl who has experienced, let's say situations…I am going to tell you…these are all lies.

WOMAN.  Listen up.

10 REAL WAYS TO TELL IF A GUY LIKES YOU…

If none of the below are not happening you must pass GO, collect $200 THEN:

a) buy a gallon of ice cream and eat that shit all gone

b) a bottle of vodka and drink it up;

c) or go out partying like it's 1999 AND GET OVER IT

…which ever applies to you, because that bastard does not fucking like you

1) He will tell you he likes you

2) He will ask for your number so he can call you and then he will call you.  He will not stop calling you or texting you because he is thinking about you and wants to talk to you.

3) He will tell you he likes you

4) He will ask you out on a date.  He won't ask you to hang out with his friends…He will ask to spend time with you alone…  He is interested in getting to know you.  YOU WILL NOT HAVE TO ASK HIM…..EVER….EVER….EVER   LIKE NEVER.

5) He will tell you he likes you

6) He will touch you.  Not like a peeve but anything to be near you.  A hand on your shoulder, something to let you know he wants to be close…in a way to let you know.  He will stand close to you.  And if you touch him…he will not back off or move away.

7) He will tell you he likes you

8) He will bring you things.  He will try to give you something he knows you like.  It could be something small, but he will do it.  If you like a snack, he will notice it and bring it.  Woman AND men do this.

9) He will tell you he likes you

10) He will tell you what he thinks of you.  "You are amazing"  You are so awesome"  You are so smart" and the list goes on….

Do not make excuses.

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This One Goes Out To My Homies

Without My Friends, I would of never survived this last year.

I send all my LOVE and SOUL to each and EVERY one of you…

You have been there for me.

I LOVE YOU

I will be there for you TILL THE END

PROVEHITO IN ALTUM

I'm from a little city with expensive taste,

Where the cars don't run until the engine breaks.

Wasn't spending pennies on massive things,

But invested in mess with this recipe.

Couldn't quite see what the future held

And as days went by it would tell itself.

Let it struggle just a little bit more,

Remember what the people said,

When it's said and done,

Let it go.

THANK YOU

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You Think You Can Subdue Me? With This?

Elijah

Niklaus

I was angry with my friend:

I told my wrath, my wrath did end.

I was angry with my foe:

I told it not, my wrath did grow.

And I watered it in fears

Night and morning with my tears,

And I sunned it with smiles

And with soft deceitful wiles.

And it grew both day and night,

Till it bore an apple bright,

And my foe beheld it shine,

And he knew that it was mine.

And into my garden stole

When the night had veiled the pole;

In the morning, glad, I see

My foe outstretched beneath the tree.

The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome it.

~ John 1:5

Living In The Truth

I have a tattoo on my arm.   It was the mantra of the Buddhists, one year.  Their mantra resinated with me because the vast amount of liars in this world grows every second.  

People refuse to be honest with each other, and more importantly with themselves.

My tattoo reads:

LIVE IN THE TRUTH

The TRUTH is the same as REALITY.

What most people fail to see is their own reality, which is the truth.  

When they see my tattoo they ask me, "What is the truth?" 

…and I often wonder if it is because they do not know their own truth or if they wonder if I know mine.  

I know the people who admire my statement understand what the truth is, AND what it means to LIVE IN THE TRUTH.

"LIVE IN THE TRUTH"

coming soon...

Rising From Ashes…The Phoenix

Fear and insecurity can initiate the most horrible actions in human beings.  One can be led to believe that by causing pain to another person, they are able to maintain control in their specific reality. 

It is sad to see how people have become to naturally defensive and automatically distrustful.  Not too many people have faith in each other anymore.  Doubt is running amuck on all of us and he is having the time of his life.

Life is like a shooting star it don't matter who you are, if you only run for cover, it's just a waste of time

We are lost 'til we are found.  This phoenix rises up from the ground.  And all these wars will be over.

It Doesn't Always Have To Be About You…

Are You Ready For A Perfect Storm?

I knew you were you were gonna come to me

...and here you are.

But you better choose carefully, cause I’m capable of anything.

...of anything and everything.

But don’t make me your enemy.

So you wanna play with magic?

Are you ready for a perfect storm?

Cause once you’re mine, there’s no going back.

She’s a beast.

I call her Karma.

She eats your heart out.

Like Jeffrey Dammer.

A perfect storm...

I'll Scream Until There's Nothing Left To Say

You can try to take this from us

You waste your days away counting numbers

I will never let this go

I won't let this go

I'd be nothing without this

We'd be nothing without this

Waiting for the show

I'll leave this room with far more hope

I'll jump until my legs give in

I'll scream until there's nothing left to say

The only faith I ever had in me was because you were singing

This is our life

We're all kings for now

You May Think You Won...

But you have really

LOST

It is only a matter of time.

Because the TRUTH will always prevail

When God is gone and the Devil takes hold, 

who will have mercy on your soul

Oh, Death

Revenge…Best Served On A Silver Platter And Never Expected

One day I'll return.

Wreaking havoc…


And yes, I will get my 
Revenge.

One life left to live, to forgive.



Prepare for judgement
…

To Whom It May Concern...

and all repeated traffic…you know who you are…
and so do I.

Time For Execution. Time To Execute

The Truth May Not Always Be The First Picture In A War…However…all liars, beware…

THE TRUTH WILL ALWAYS PREVAIL

Here comes the BOOM

You will never know we are coming for you.  Safe in your lie, or so you may think.

I won't suffer, be broken, get tired, or wasted...Surrender to nothing, or give up...A new day is coming, and I will finally be free from your lies.

ALL TRUTH IS OUT THERE AND IT IS ON IT'S WAY TO YOUR DOOR, LIAR.

SOMETIMES….

What if I wanted to break? Laugh it all off in your face?

What would you do? 

Come break me down… Bury me..

I am finished with you.

What if I wanted to fight?  What would you do?

You say you wanted more?  What are you waiting for?

I'm not running from you…

time for THE KILL

JASON BATEMAN

Shine the lights on Jason.  BAD WORDS is beyond drop dead hilarious, reaches into your heart and squeezes tight.  Bateman is an actor who works and has been for quite some time.

Bateman's performance in THE EX was quite exquisite and disturbingly funny.  His reflective role in HANCOCK to Will Smith was smooth.  In the comedy EXTRACT, Bateman made us consistently with the true humor of life.  THE SWITCH is a extreme Bateman treat where viewers get a taste of his unique comedic abilities.  

Bateman, truly a great character actor  of human revelation.  

THE CHANGE UP gave Bateman chance to make us laugh out loud at the it's funny because it's true" theory.  DISCONNECT gave Bateman performance was deep and serious role, and he brought it home to the heart of us all.

BAD WORDS…Bateman knocked it out of the park with this film.  No one could have done it better.

Long live Jason Bateman.  More films.  More directing.  Brad Pitt…nor King Kong ain't got nothing on you, Jason.

This Is Sciyonce

When it hits you, it is a two ton truck.  After impact, you stand up and look around.  What that don't kill me, can only make me stronger.

Even after being hit by an element so powerful, you should be dead.  I know I got to be strong right now because I can't get much wronger.  The dagger went straight through me as if to say I had no choice in the matter.  I've been waiting.  That's how long I've been on you.

Don't know if you made plans or not, God put me in the plans.  But I know that God put you in front of me.

In life, plans do not exist.  Do what you may, plans are a falsity.  Reality is what happens every minute of the day as life passes you by.  Taking the chance of existing is beating plans into reality.  Crash, crash, burn, let it all burn.  This hurricane's chasing us all underground.

Those green eyes are windows to something.  They said if you dare come a little closer.  There is a fire inside of this heart and a riot about to explode into flames.

Minutes with you felt like hours.  Words exchanged felt like novels.  As the day went by, the night's were on fire.  

All along it was a fever.  I am a cold, sweat, hot-headed believer.  Maybe that is why I will pay a price in the end.  Not really sure how to feel about it.  Round and around and around and around we go.

"See you again, someday"

Life is magic, not magic.  Instantly, your life is transformed into a moment where you find yourself making choices.  Choices lead to feelings, feelings lead to other moments and bigger choices, bigger moments and life changing events.

si votre vie peut changer en quelques jours, alors peut aimer

Un, deux, trois, cinq

I was born of the womb of a poisonous spell

Beaten and broken and chased from the land

I was hung from the tree made of tongues of the weak

The branches, the bones of the liars, the thieves

Blessed by a bitch from a bastard's seed

Pleasure to meet you, prepare to bleed

Skinned her alive, ripped her apart

Scattered her ashes, buried her heart

Rise up above it, high up above it and see

Rise, I'll rise, I'll rise

Pray to your God, open your heart

Whatever you do, don't be afraid of the dark

Cover your eyes, the devil's inside

One night of the hunter

One day I will get revenge

Pray to your God, open your heart

Whatever you do, don't be afraid of the dark

Cover your eyes, the devil's inside

Honest to God I'll break your heart

Tear you to pieces and rip you apart

Vous me craindre comme le diable

Mr. Nobody…wait…Ms. Nobody

Jared.

  He has always been an inspiration to me.

Not because he is "gorgeous".  Because Jared KNOWS.

Jared knows life.  Jared understands his own.  Jared speaks TRUTH.  I respect that.  Jared sings TRUTH.  My soul hears that.  Jared's voice of truth sings to my soul and reminds me of what I KNOW but sometimes forget.

"Love isn't who you can see yourself with.  It's who you can't see yourself without." ~ Jared Leto

A man who has been through so much and accomplished much…continues to reach…JUMPS TO TOUCH THE SKY on a daily basis.  He was raised by a single mother who had nothing and talks about their struggle with LOVE and RESPECT.  I admire that.

"Sometimes to find the light, you have to go through the deepest darkness." ~ Jared Leto

"Lost in the city of angels.  Down in the comfort of strangers, I found myself in the fire burnt hills.  In the land of a billion lights.

The silver of a lake at night, the hills of Hollywood on fire.  A boulevard of hope and dreams, streets made of desire.

Lost in the city of angels…"         ~ Jared Leto

And my personal favorite which I could never say better if I said better myself…

UNDER THE BANNER OF HEAVEN WE DREAM OUT LOUD
~Jared Leto