Feels Like You Made A Mistake. You Made Somebody's Heart Break. But Now I Have To Let You Go.

Take your head around the world and see what you get from your mind. Write your soul down word for word and see who's your friend and who is kind.
Take your straight line for a curve and make it stretch, the same old line. Try to find if it was worth what you spent...why you're guilty for the way you're feeling now.
Take yourself out to the curb and sit and wait...a fool for life. It's almost like a disease.
It is so hard NOT TO HATE.
I want to hate. The hate is brimming over my eyes like water boiling over a damn. Every chance you give to people turns into something muddy and worthless. Love has failed. Love is suppose to conquer. I am slowly giving up. I see people who don't appreciate the opportunity to keep the love they have and I am enraged. Some things in this world, they don't make sense. Some things in this world you just can't change.
I am so tired of crying. I am so tired of feeling. I want to rip the emotions right out of my chest. If I never have to look at another in the eyes again, I will be OK with that. You try to have faith in people but when they continue to let you down, you have to ask yourself, what is left?
I can be your love machine and I can be your friend, I guess there ain't no shame in feeling strong for one another. We could make a real true color come end to end then...
God damn, change of pace...
I think you've got a piece of my heart on your face.
It's a shame to let it waste...How does it taste? How DOES it taste?
I don't want to be your crutch, one step away from down.
You should of thought this through. What you did was selfish. I stood up for you.
I should of known. I should of seen right through you. Stupid me. Stupid you. Nothing for nothing and nothing for something.
There is no cake. No frosting. No cake mix. No recipe.
Big mistake...big mistake with the cake. You take a hit now, you feel it break down. It makes you stay wide awake. This is how a heart breaks.

I Am Jack's Complete Sense Of Rejection, Awareness & Hatred

Tyler Durden says: If you could wake up in a different time, in a different place...can you wake up as a different person?
I say, yes and I up your crazy with, "You can exist in the same place as other people and not exist."
Such as this, hatred, anger, rebellion, murder, anxiety, and all the pure evils of the soul are created. None only by us. By God's creation. He gives us love, we create hate.
We are such vile creatures. We are mean. We are discretionary with our love. Love is abundant yet we decide who is good enough. Because it has been done unto me, shall I do it into you.
Poppycock. Grow a pair.
This world is too vast and life is going too fast for me to take the time to slow down for your ridiculousness. I have no time for disbelief in love or disbelief in mutual respect. I have no time for someone who quietly says to me, "you mean nothing to me" but does not have the pair to say it to my face. I have no time nor space for that. If you can do that to someone, you ... well I have nothing to say to you.
I see you. I see all of you. I see when you lie. I love it when someone lies to me in ANY form or manner and thinks that I believe them. Believe me, playing stupid has gotten me farther than you think. When you think I am doing something for a reason, think again, because I am 20 steps ahead of most of you. Lamers.
No one in life can control anything. You just can't. It is impossible. You get what you get and that is just it. When you try and control other people or control situations, you look bad. You look like you are mean and bored. Live each day. Don't boggle yourself with the petty shit of others. Who cares what someone believes in if it doesn't match your own beliefs? Who cares if someone did something you consider to be "not the right thing". Get over it. WE ALL FUCK UP.
If you spend your life living one big disappointment after another, you are going to die unhappy. If you spend your life finding something to be upset or worried about, you are going to die alone and unhappy. Life is NOT a soap opera. That is what television is for. Live your DAYS OF YOUR LIVES on the TV show people.
I'm a troublemaker, never been a faker...doin' things my own way & never giving up.

Bright Lights

Maybe I should get out of town, on a railway New York bound.
You took all except my name.

There's some things in this world you just can't change.
Some things you can't see until it gets too late.

I got a hole in me now. I got a scar I need to talk about.
I keep a picture of you, in my room.

For me, some things in this world...man, they don't make sense.
For you, some things you don't need until they leave you, then they're things that you miss.

Baby, baby, baby...when all my love is gone, who will save you from all your up against in this world? Maybe, maybe, maybe, you'll find something that's enough to keep you.

But if the bright lights don't receive you...you should turn yourself around...

Let it take you in. Let it spit you out. Let it take you down.
But if the bright lights don't receive you...for God's sake turn around.

Mojo Pin

I'm lying in my bed
The blanket is warm
This body will never be
Safe from harm
Still feel your hair
Black ribbons of coal
Touch my skin
To keep me whole....

Oh...if only you'd come back to me..
If you laid at my side...
Wouldn't need no Mojo Pin
To keep me satisfied...

Don't wanna weep for you
Don't wanna know
I'm blind and tortured
The white horses flow
Memories fire
The rhythms fall slow
Black beauty I love you so....

Uh precious precious silver and gold
And pearls in oyster's flesh
Drop down we two to serve and pray to love
Born again from the rhythm
Screaming down from heaven
Ageless, ageless and I'm there in your arms......

Don't wanna weep for you
I don't wanna know
I'm blind and tortured
The white horses flow
The memories fire
The rhythms fall slow.
Black beauty I love you so....so..so..so...

Oh the welts of your scorn, my love
Give me more
Send whips of opinion down my back
Give me more
Well it's you I've waited my life to see
It's you I've searched so hard for....

Don't wanna weep for you
Don't wanna know
I'm blind and tortured
The white horses flow
The memories fire
The rhythms fall slow.
Black beauty I love you so.....so...black black black beauty.....

(Dedicated to MAB)

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